Not writing makes me edgy.

Writing poorly makes me upset.

Right now I am either going to be upset or edgy. Or doing homework, which doesn't really fulfill the writing need, but is something to focus on that isn't going to make me feel worse because everything I try to write is just plain bad.

What even, self. Just be happy for a couple of days in a row, already. Being depressed is so passe.


...okay, I am making an executive decision, and that decision is: screw the rest of the Botany homework. I did about half the assignments, and all of them together only count for 10% of the grade... which I have more than made up by scoring above 100 on every single test, thanks to the extra credit. So, screw it, it's more hassle than it's worth; as long as I continue to demonstrate competence and comprehension of the text-- which I will-- then stressing myself over it is an exercise in futility.

You know, I feel better already.