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not so much with the happy fun times

  • Feb. 1st, 2010 at 6:27 PM
femmealunettes: (perfectly innocent : Neal and Mozzie)
So my big dilemma today is whether or not to sign up for the White Collar Secret Valentine's Fic Exchange. On the one hand, exchanges are fun and I have been writing! On the other hand, what if nobody wants Mozzie/Neal? Because that's all I feel competent writing. Plus, pressure.

I am being all good-student-y in Mythology. I like the teacher and that always helps. Plus I have a lot to say and most of it makes sense. Today we watched most of O Brother Where Art Thou in class, which ran an hour late. I hearts that movie quite a bit.

Bad student news: I'm not eligible for Phi Theta Kappa (by 0.1 point) so I'm not going to get the $15K PTK scholarship they automatically give at Wells College. So, fuck me, is basically what I get. It's because of that goddamn gym class. One stupid fucking credit fucked me over and by the time I pull my grade up (because I will with this semester's classes, I am going to get an A in Western Civ and I will be shocked if I get anything but an A in Ethics and Myth) I'm going to be graduated and not a candidate any more. This really upsets me.

I finished Dead as a Doornail and am moving on to Definitely Dead next. I really can't wait for the next season of True Blood. Now that I have some idea of what's in store, I just want to see how it plays out on screen.

I just feel really tired about everything right now. I have to start this Wells College application and I don't have any extracurriculars, or anything really to make me look good, and I don't know what I'm going to do about the essay. Part of me just wants to quit before I can get rejected. The rest of me realizes how moronic that really is, but that doesn't stop me from feeling it.

From now on, when I want to cry, I'm going to Wii Fit instead. So that's what I'm going to go do now.



[identity profile] wrote:
Feb. 2nd, 2010 12:13 am (UTC)
*hugs* Wii fit sounds like a good idea, although I've been marathoning the second season of True Blood so of course my brain says "Playing wii gets her to focus... but I wouldn't say she's calm."

The most frustrating thing about college is that there are all these little things that screw you over even though you know you're better than some fucking gym class. :( It really sucks. I had to take Astronomy 101 twice. After college you can stop pretending to care about stuff like that, and everybody else sort of stops caring too, because you're good at what you're good at, and that's what you sell, if that makes sense. But in the meantime it's bullshit, and apparently it's ~expensive~ bullshit, and that is very unfortunate. :(

I didn't think I was going to sign up for White Collar exchange, because I suck at exchanges. But if it will make you feel better, I'll sign up so you'll know that there will be at least one person who is sensible enough to would be excited to get a Mozzie/Neal fic from you. <3
[identity profile] wrote:
Feb. 2nd, 2010 02:13 am (UTC)
Hee! Man, I can't even wait for new True Blood, I'm so excited to see the new character they're bringing in.

I have a long time before I can start thinking in terms of "after college"... if I get into Wells it will be as a junior, so that's at least two more years, and then I'm probably going to need grad school to get a decent job in my field. I try not to think about it too hard.

YAY! Let's be sign-up buddies. ♥


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