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So I basically hate Psych of Environmental Sustainability and it's going to depress the fuck out of me if I don't drop it. I have to talk to Markowitz as soon as possible to find out what other intradepartmental psych courses are being offered next semester. If there aren't any, then I'm fucked and I have to keep it, but I would really rather take Positive Psychology or Psychology and Art. Unfortunately Dr. Gagnon is on sabbatical so she's not around to teach any of them. I really, really do not want to have to keep this class.

Also, after I got out of my depressing class, I saw that I had missed a phone call from my mother, and it turns out that Poppy had a stroke and they don't think he's going to make it. He is 98, he's had a long, full life, he lived to see his great-great-grandson be born.... but it still makes me really profoundly unhappy to think that my great-grandfather is going to die within the next couple of days. And I'm not sure if I can afford the time off to go to his funeral, even though it's so early in the semester.

I just... have been having a really, really bad day.