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[femmealunettes]

Wow. My dad is a gigantic asshole and just completely ruined the good mood I was in. Fuck him in the ear. I am not speaking to him and I bet he won't even notice, but I'm doing it anyways, because if I speak to him I'm just not going to be able to keep from disrespecting him and he'll pitch even more of a juvenile fit than he's doing now.

I realize drugs are not a solution to anything, but I would really like some fucking marijuana right now because taking a Xanax would just be admitting how close to a panic attack he can push me by being a douchebag. I can't get out of this house soon enough to suit my tastes.

eta: Running away is understandable from my 17 year old sister. If you're fucking 46 years old, you're a little bit old to be running away from home. He's not answering his phone, he's not answering texts. My mother is flipping out. I am not going to speak to him for a week. I wish he WOULD go off to Massachusetts to see his mother and leave us alone from his bitching and his petulance for a little while.

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[asimaiyat.livejournal.com]

*hug*

Oh God I know exactly how you feel. Except for the marijuana because I'm really square. But other than that. I have done the "I'm 24 years old, why do I want to run to my room and slam the door because you won't JUST FUCKING STOP PICKING ON ME" thing.

Taking a xanax isn't admitting that he can get to you, it's asserting that you can take care of yourself and don't have to take on the burden of his obnoxiousness.

[speccygeekgrrl.livejournal.com]

He wasn't even picking on me directly, he was screaming at my mother because she was trying to take care of business he COULD have helped with but chose to be obstructive about, and then he apparently threatened to run away from home, which is one thing when my 17 year old sister threatens it, but he's fucking 46, it's time to grow up and act like a man already.

*seethe*

[stardustcities.livejournal.com]

/kiss/ Sorry bb :/

[speccygeekgrrl.livejournal.com]

♥

[moorishflower.livejournal.com]

The ideal solution would be him not being awful, but the next best thing is just to take care of yourself and not let it ruin your week - if the Xanax helps calm you down, go for the Xanax. *hug* Is there anything I can do, hon?

[speccygeekgrrl.livejournal.com]

Nothing anyone can do besides him, but thank you for offering, darling. ♥ I'm calmer now.

[ladywilde80.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry hon.

[tiktoklove.livejournal.com]

Wow, I have never seen someone so angry before over their dad. o.O I mean I have been angry but to the extremeness of this post, I can tell you have me beat. Lol.
I do hope that you work things out and get your wish of him going to Massachusetts. :) Good luck and God bless to you girl!

[bekkypk.livejournal.com]

I know that feeling :( when I was still at school my dad threw a fit and ran out the house at stupid o'clock at night. Luckily there was only me awake to worry but fuck... The tantrums this man throws, sometimes I wonder if me and J will ever grow up properly, with that as a role model.
Hang in there hon.
xx