February 24th, 2009
Heat was gone all day, but it's back now, so yay.
Dentist appointment at 1:45 tomorrow. If we leave early enough Mom and I are foinf to Doug's Fish Fry for lunch. Mmmm, fish and chips.
Not so much yay for the cavity filling.
Then class at 6. I have two weeks of reading to catch up on... oops.
If we skip Buddhism to do Chinese religions, I'm going to be sad. Buddhism > Confucianism, okay.
Very tired. Good night.
- Mood:
exhausted
- Music:The Magnetic Fields - Let's Pretend We're Bunny Rabbits
- 12:31 Forcing myself to clean before allowing myself a nap is really effective when I actually do it. Little nap, then shower, then therapy... #
- 17:43 Oh god, it is so freezing in my bedroom. Typos due to frozen fingers are lame. Maybe I can type with my black gloves on. (& black pumps?) #
- 18:01 Oh. Our heating is broken. well, that's fantastic... time to add every blanket I own onto my bed. I'm going to burrow in and wait for May. #
- 18:27 It is so goddamn cold that the ice in my water hasn't melted after 2 hours. What did I do with that heating pad? #
- 22:59 Mmm, Heroes was so good tonight. Hot damn, Matt and Mohinder and Noah. YES. #
- 00:22 The heat is back on, thank god. Now that I have a million blankets on my bed, I could sleep naked if I wanted to! (Hint: I don't.) #
I don't even know.
My face aches. I didn't know it, but one of the cavities I had filled was done on three surfaces. I was so Novocaine'd up I had Peter Petrelli mouth all the way home. (oh snap!) And now those teeth have the grainy kind of composite-filling texture, which is weird.
I also got my home whitening kit. Not only are the trays shaped exactly like my teeth, I got to keep the model of my mouth lol awesome! :D So I'm supposed to do that for an hour and a half a day... probably while doing something I will actually pay attention to time during.
My digestive system is crazy displeased with dinner from the past two days, but I had lunch at Doug's Fish Fry with my mom, and that was glorious. Damn good fish and chips, guys.
Julia wants me to play Trauma Center. I want her to get lost. :(
- Music:Death Cab For Cutie - Love Song - (The Cure)
- Mood:
sick
This is dependent on whether or not I took my sleeping pill. Assuming I did:
Wake up between 6:30-8.
If early, feed animals. If not, feed self.
(General morning feed of a geekgrrl: orange juice, toast and/or apple, occasionally oatmeal)
Return to bedroom, take pills, sit down at computer.
Check Gmail. Check LJ. This will usually take over an hour to do properly.
Go back to sleep.
Wake up in two hours.
If I haven't taken my pill: All of that, except at 5AM, and the LJ check will only take about 15 minutes, and I will go to sleep around dawn and wake up in two hours.
So, I'm definitely PMSing. My mom told me in the car back from Skaneateles about some 11-year-old who shot the 9-mo-preggo girlfriend of his father, with a shotgun the father gave the boy for Christmas, and then went to school like nothing happened. And the four-year-old daughter of the lady found her, went outside and found some, idk, somebody working outside, and said "My mommy's dead."
I swear to god I almost started bawling my eyes out right there. I mean, that is a million kinds of fucked up, but I am not usually easily moved to tears over stories like that...
Ugh. Overemotional. Leaking on to characters.
My mother is giving up chocolate for Lent. Maggie is giving up wine. I don't believe enough to give up anything, but I'll try to ADD something... now that the temperature is rising, I'm going to take a 30 minute walk every day it's above freezing. Adding exercise is like giving up lazy time, right? Plus it might kill the bone-deep exhaustion I have going on.
- Music:Diane Reeves - How High The Moon
- Mood:
not all here