Okay. So. This is a very long list-- 101 people-- and it is still nowhere near exhaustive of all the crushes I've had in the past ten years. So if I'm missing someone you KNOW I think is hot and you are aggrieved by the lack of them, speak up and I'll go rustle up some more pictures. I just got tired of thinking after the first hundred people.

See if you can follow the logical progression, I promise there is one for the first half of the picspam and the last portion of it.

( come, revel in the pretty with me. )

And for those of you who don't want to click it (are you scared of the pretty? it won't bite), here's the picture of young Ian McKellen I was flipping out about earlier. Yum.

I am crazy bitch hormonal right now. I had a pretty good day but all I want to do right now is cry.

That's stupid, though. There's no reason for me to feel so bad, except my whole body hurts and I just want to crawl into bed and stop existing for a couple of days. This is going to be great for all those tests I have to deal with over the next couple days. Awesome.

But you don't want to listen to me bitching, so let me do something that might actually be interesting and rec the Star Trek Big Bang fics I fanmixed.


Terminal Point, by posyvanilla, is an awesomely action-filled story about Kirk's quest to get Spock back after his first officer has been kidnapped and the trail goes cold. She hits so many wonderful little moments between characters, and her Uhura is one of the best I've read yet. The first time I read this fic, I was on the edge of my seat for a good portion of it. She's rated it R, but I personally would call it PG-13. Here's my mix to go with it.

For those of you who like your fic more porny (so, most of you. xD), Lie Back and Think of Starfleet by curiouslyfic is an interstellar romantic comedy involving Kirk, Sulu, the mythified story of their epic romance that has spread from one crazy-ass planet to all its colonies and then some, and the idea that Starfleet will forgive you if you accidentally get married on an alien planet... but once you do it 25 times, you're pretty much not even trying to avoid it any more. It gave me the lulz most mightily, and also it's pretty hot in places. and here's the mix for that one.


Heroes is on in 20 minutes. I am really really tired of hearing people hashing out a spoiler that really shouldn't be surprising to anyone to the point of thinking that maybe a friends cut wouldn't be such a bad idea. This could just be PMSy bitchiness, but the idea has been building for a while now, so maybe not. I don't know. If you are offended by this paragraph, you can preemptively cut me. :P

God, I really hate it when my hormones kick my bipolar from fairly well managed into rapid-cycling like a fucking yo-yo. The past two hours have not been a fun time to be in my head. :(


( before I turned into a head case I thought I looked kind of cute today. only one picture came out worth showing though. )