You know what? If drug dealers got the attitude that I get from my sister asking me to get her cigarettes, there'd be a lot of bitches in withdrawal.

Ugh. Head aches, stomach aches, wasted an hour and a half watching Lost in Space (the movie) with Mom which I couldn't even finish because wow, it sucked, and now being bitched at because I don't want to walk two miles.

I'm thinking going back to sleep is the option I'm going to take here.

a summer love meme

So go tell other people how cool you think they are, I guess.

I really don't know how I got deluded into thinking that having Rachael gone would make things more peaceful. I am stuck between wanting to punch something and wanting to cry right now. I thought I took my meds this morning, but I can only clearly remember taking 2 of the 4, so... I don't even know.

Watching as many of the Star Trek movies as I can sit still for. Which, you know, I could do all of them, but Mom has to sleep some time.


eta: aaaaaah I've been added to the meme! ♥ I was all D: because I was left out but now I am :D

Music meme! Ask for a letter, post five songs beginning with the letter you're given.

brighteyed_jill gave me P!

Pure Honey - The Mountain Goats
I had a thousand good questions I was gonna ask you when you finally came by
but now that you're really here there's only one question that comes to my mind.

Passenger Seat - Death Cab For Cutie
Then looking upwards I strain my eyes and try
to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Peppermint - Lovers
you wanna be righteous and you wanna find god but nothing's come yet. but I've read your stars in a mason jar and you'll make love in the backyard. we'll find god in our lover's arms. we'll redefine god as something that we want.

Pulse - Ani DiFranco
And I realized that night that the hall light which seemed so
Bright when you turned it on is nothing compared to the dawn,
Which is nothing compared to the light which seeps from you
While you're sleeping cocooned in my room beautiful and grotesque,
Resting.

Pamphleteer - The Weakerthans
I'm standing on this corner, can't get their attention, facing rush hour faces turned around.
I clutch my stack of paper, press one to a chest, then watch it swoop and stutter to the ground.


Fun new twist: When you comment, specify whether you want me to give you a letter, or if you want to give me a letter and I'll post more music. Because goddamn do I love posting music! :D


OH HEY COOL ETA: Someone uploaded all of the Star Trek novels. ALL of the TOS novels. That's like... quite nearly 150 books. They're not all great, but if you give it a look there's some gems in there. I may make a smaller zip with my personal favorites to upload later. (oh my god, Doctor's Orders, The Wounded Sky, Uhura's Song, Kobayashi fucking Maru that book is fierce!) How awesome is this? THIS AWESOME: