April 27th, 2010
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I also have to really start thinking about my Remix fic in serious terms. At least pick out which story I'm going to remix. It's hard because all of this person's stuff is so good that I would just be fucking it up if I tried to tackle it from a different angle... at least, I know which stories I absolutely am not good enough to touch, and that's not me being down on myself, it's this person being brilliant.
I also, also, really don't want to abandon this stupid fic I'm just writing for myself, even though I haven't worked on it in a couple of weeks now and it's really just self-indulgent drivel. It's MY drivel, darn it, and I owe it to myself to finish something I love(d?) doing.
I am feeling very creatively unwell right now, that's all. I sputtered out too early in the Five Acts meme and now it's over and I only got three things done, which is pitiful. I need to suck it up and get over myself and do these things that people are counting on me to do. And I need to do the great majority of the work on my Mythology final paper this week, so I have something to show for myself next Monday, and it needs to be completed in two weeks, so I have to START the damn thing and stop just thinking about it.
It's supposed to rain again tomorrow. I generally like the rain but I really don't know if I can deal with another rainy day in a row. I'm just...I could really use some sunshine right now, that's all. (well, not NOW. In about five hours. Or more exactly, in about nine hours when I hope to be awake, because if I wake up at 8:30 again I am going to cry.)
....I just had my old drug dealer tell me on Facebook that the reason I can't stand happy couples is "MAYBE YOU HAVEN'T FOUND MR RIGHT YET" and I have to admit, that made me laugh pretty fucking hard. Oh, my. Getting relationship advice from a recently released felon... priceless.
- Mood:
discontent
I do not have enough words to express how disgusted I am by that fact.
- Mood:
distressed
Looks like my little hunter is doing well for himself today.
...oh, and I might as well do a meme, stolen from
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SIX NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Danielle
2. Dani
3. speccygeekgrrl
4. Speccy
5. Tits
6. The Mystery
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Glasses
2. Grey lace-edged tank top
3. Blue and white sleep pants
THREE THINGS YOU WANT VERY BADLY AT THE MOMENT
1. A cinnamon dolce frappucino
2. 70 degree weather
3. Inspiration
THREE PEOPLE WHOM YOU HOPE WILL DO THE MEME
1. Anyone who feels like it.
2. Everyone who habitually steals memes from me.
3. Your mom.
THREE THINGS YOU DID LAST NIGHT
1. Watched Chuck
2. Watched the Sherlock Holmes episode "The Musgrave Ritual"
3. Berated myself for lack of writing
THREE PEOPLE YOU LAST TALKED TO ON THE PHONE:
1. Alice Jordan
2. My mother
3. That little girl who called me on a wrong number
THREE THINGS YOU ARE GOING TO DO TOMORROW:
1. Try to write
2. Have a cup of tea
3. Watch more Sherlock Holmes (I am determined to finish the entire series by mid-May)
FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Cinnamon dolce frappucino
2. Cranberry juice
3. Chai
4. Cherry Coke
THREE THINGS THAT MADE YOU SMILE TODAY:
1. The ending of "The Second Stain" (Sherlock Holmes skipping = lols)
2. A semi-poetic, capslocked comment on my Facebook status from my old drug dealer (seriously, he is the one person who I will let get away with the constant capslock because it makes him so much funnier)
3.
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- Mood:
amused
I laughed SO HARD, omg.
- Mood:
amused