Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life

I felt pretty satisfied with where I was at my high school and community college graduations. I wore Converse to both of them and I graduated both with honors.

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like

I hope my future will be rewarding and full of love. This applies to the long term and the short term. In the long term, I hope to find satisfaction in my job, a city I will be happy to call home, and someone to share my life with. In the short term, I hope to do well on the midterms I have yet to receive grades on, and for my date with Shane to go well.

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss

My first love wasn't my first kiss. My first kiss was stolen from me by someone I didn't even like at all at a homecoming dance in high school. My first love that wasn't just a childish crush was my high school boyfriend Scott. He had a wonderful singing voice, curly red hair and gorgeous amber eyes. We shared a lot of tastes in music and movies and anime. I asked him out in a letter because I was too shy to say it out loud, and I gave him the letter right before he left for a two-week trip to Germany, so when he ignored the instructions on the outside of the letter that said "don't open this until you're on the plane", he came to my house in the morning to tell me yes and say goodbye to me, and if I remember right he kissed me then even though I hadn't brushed my teeth yet that morning. I really did love him a lot, and I shouldn't have broken up with him just because he went to college across the state. Sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like if we'd stayed together despite the distance.

Today has been SUPER AWESOME. I woke up around 12:30 to a text from Shane asking me if I wanted to go to the waterfall with her. So we walked across the golf course to the waterfall, and it was super pretty out there. We weren't the only ones with that idea; we saw three more groups of people while we were there. Then we walked back to Macmillan so she could see the snowdrops, then we went up to the bell tower-- all the way up to the bells, and the view from up there is spectacular. We hung out in the cafe and talked for a while, then we came back to my room and talked some more. At 4:45 she had to go ring the bells, so I went with her, and then we came back to Dodge and talked to Felix for a while.

It was a really nice afternoon. I enjoy spending time with her a lot. ♥

Now I am going to the Mountain Goats concert with Patrick and Nicolette and someone else, and when I get back from Ithaca I'm going to smoke a bowl with Felix and maybe also with Shane if she's still up then.

:D

Super good!