I don't know. I get a lot of fatalism out of having that mindset around me because it seems like people who don't even believe it want to live that way, like we can just do whatever we want and it won't matter in a generation or three because hey, the world's going to end.
I'm not being morbid, I'm just saying... the weather's been freaky-weird all over lately. And sometimes I think about how things might just be too fucked up to go on in some ways and I don't know how the world's going to adapt and change and either accommodate and fix or ignore and let decay these things that are so wrong.
I'm a fucking bleeding heart is kind of what I'm saying. If god's vengeful enough to have the Earth go nuts then... I don't know. Not a caring god. Which doesn't fit with my view of the world as an ultimately fair thing.
I'm a heathen D:
And I don't know why I'm going off on this when I've been writing nothing but the usual gratuitous pr0nography but maybe it's just forcing my serious thoughts to clump up. Like kitty litter. xD Scoop.
Amber and Kevin say hello to the internet. :D
I got very nauseous from watching Guitar Hero earlier, and I'm still a little woozy. x.x Bedtime for a Dani.
(p.s. isn't there something in revelations about young generations prophesying? I don't know if that's massively inappropriate to say and I know people have been predicting the end of the world basically since the disciples, but.. I don't know. I'm probably going fucking nuts anyway. xD)
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That said, I personally believe the entire fucked-up weather thing is being done specifically to disprove Al Gore.
"Global warming, huh Al? COLD SNAP FOR YOU, MINUS A BILLION DEGREES FOR TWO WEEKS FOR 1/4 OF THE USA! WHERE'S THE WARM AL? WHERE IS THE WARM?"
The world's out to get Mr. Gore.
Of course, you'd have to be the above average american to care enough to look into that. (not saying that you aren't, I can never read sarcasm on the internet)
Then realize this means that half of them are stupider than that. :D
...."the math" is going to "work out" to make JESUS CHRIST DESCEND FROM HEAVEN AND GATHER THE WORTHY AND CHOSEN INTO HEAVEN AND THEN COMES THE REIGN OF THE BEAST?
....I knew I fucking hated math for a reason.
That's like trying to get into a red-rope club in the city.
Jesus says you can't get in if you're not wearing the right kind of shoes.
Plus, y'know, tasteless joke about him already having holes in his feet, why would he want them in his shoes too.
This kinda shit draws ratings for podcasts.
Just sayin, yo.
But I think we're coming to the tip of the pyramid and the only way to go is back down or completely out into space. If that makes sense, but that's the picture in my head.
The gift of prophecy isn't something I'd want, but I see some fucked up shit these days that really makes me wonder.
It makes sense. I just don't know if we're being held back from being capable of taking that step by greedy fucking corporations and a fucked up bunch of governments that do as much harm as good sometimes, by our own stupid ideological differences. (woaaaah nelly. *reins in the dark horse named Pessimism*)
Yeah. It's not just what I see. It's I have friends (and ex-friends) that see strange things and have weird dreams, and I see a lot of clear eyed people who get what looks like is going on, but we don't get a whole lot of attention.
If the world ends, it's going to decline slowly over time because the human race is using way too many resources. And even then, it won't like END, it'll just become less habitable until we're all living in sealed off little habitats, with like fake air and recycled water and stuff.
But not in our lifetime, that won't happen.