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je me divise en deux

  • Aug. 10th, 2009 at 12:11 PM
femmealunettes: (don't give away your heart : Mohinder)
Now I remember why I only offered to do category three banners as a last resort... I hate them. xD Pairing banners don't need to be as hard as I make them, but I refuse to offer someone else a banner I wouldn't be proud to display myself.

...not that it's a problem this time. >.>

So yeah anyway, that's what I'm doing most of the day: Heroes Slash Awards banners, and [livejournal.com profile] heroes_exchange catchup (still). Also an appointment with Lisa at 3 ("hi, I think I'm going manic, either that or I'm going to have a breakdown... see you in three weeks :D") and a haircut at some point, hooray. My printer's run out of ink so I have to find an existing picture of Sendhil with appropriate hair instead of using the one I had last time.

That bit about going manic wasn't a joke, I'm really not entirely sure what's happening but when Julia told me she's feeling that way it started to make more sense. It wouldn't be a bad thing while in Plattsburgh, but what goes up must come down, and that's the problem.

It's supposed to hit 86 degrees today, and be humid as hell. It's already pretty bad up here, but I have business to take care of, and dammit, that's what I'm doing.

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[identity profile] moorishflower.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 10th, 2009 04:14 pm (UTC)
*hug* Deep breaths? D: I've never had a problem with mania, just depression, so I don't know what to do or how I can help.
[identity profile] perdiccas.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 10th, 2009 04:17 pm (UTC)
Heh. I was just going to comment and say enjoy the mania while it lasts, because as long as you're aware you're manic, you should (hopefully) be able to stop yourself from doing anything too self destructive.

But I'm biased because I love my mania. Coming down sucks hard though.

Stay safe!
[identity profile] speccygeekgrrl.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 10th, 2009 04:30 pm (UTC)
Haha, the surefire way I can tell I'm manic is "do I really, really want to shoplift right now?" I don't know why that's the first thing I want to do when I get manic, but... yeah, self-destructive. v.v;;

I enjoy being manic too, but my crashes are usually really awful. Like, dropping out of college awful, which is why I don't even have my associate's at 24... *sigh* I just have to hope that my head-shrinker and scrip-writer can help me, but they're MUCH better than the lady I was seeing last time around.
[identity profile] speccygeekgrrl.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 10th, 2009 04:48 pm (UTC)
The thing about being manic is that it feels great. You get so much stuff done, because you don't want to sleep; you get so many ideas because no matter what your mind just doesn't shut up (but being high slows it down, and I plan on a lot of that over the next couple weeks xD); you feel like you can do anything.

But then comes the crash, and the crash after a long manic streak always fucks me up pretty good. I'm hoping that having a new counselor and psychiatrist will help, because the lady I had the last couple go-rounds was... not very helpful.

♥ I'll be fine as long as I don't get arrested or break my neck jumping off the cliffs into the river! :D
[identity profile] moorishflower.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 10th, 2009 04:52 pm (UTC)
And you always have Team Internet to talk to! *cuddle*

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