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Yeah? No? Fuck it, I'm going to bed in a bad mood for like, the seventh time this week. I found an old notebook, like 2005 old, with the first written-out versions of character profiles for Carter and Josh and Trent and just, I have completely wasted my entire creative life, what am I doing calling myself an author? Nothing I write has literary merit. The last time I wrote something I could show someone who wasn't part of fandom was early last summer. What am I doing.
- Music:U2 - If God Will Send His Angels
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Oddly enough, that epic first year story is the best thing I've ever written, and I don't think I will ever surpass it. I hit my creative peak in my early 20s and thats it for me, I'd better keep focussed on the art! XD
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Fandom let's us work out the kinks (literally and figuratively), play with language, experiment.
When you figure out what it is that you want to say you'll write it.