Generally I am not all that psyched about seeing my psychiatrist, but I am really anxious to see him tomorrow because maybe whatever he wanted to put me on last time I saw him will fix whatever is wrong with me right now. He wanted to switch me to something else at the same time he put me on Geodon, but I convinced him that maybe going one at a time would be better. Now I wonder if I was right.

I would just like to have some enthusiasm back for basic things like getting out of bed and doing stuff I enjoy. And it sucks that I need a pill to give me that but if the pill works then I will take it, just give it to me.

...yeah, I didn't make it out of bed for botany lab this morning. And I don't really feel like being up right now but I can't just sleep all day, no matter how little I want to do anything else. :(