The only thing better than feeling like a failure is having someone constantly tell you how much of a failure you are.

Because it's so easy to go make friends when you feel like you're not even worth knowing.

Oh look, it's about that self-loathing time again.

So I just made possibly the least suave friendship move ever and asked Greg if he wanted to hang out and "do something some time." *facepalm* We're going to meet up on campus at 4:30 tomorrow, and after that I don't know what because I'm pretty sure he doesn't drive either, but. Social interaction. With a boy, even.

Next week isn't going to be THAT bad test-wise... Botany and Forensics on Monday, AbPsych and Personality on Thursday, so that's plenty of time to study for both of them. I still don't know what the AbPsych test format is going to be, but Personality is all essay questions, and I can entirely cope with that. That class is so much fun, seriously.

I'm done with classes for today, but Julia isn't done until 3:20, so here I sit. She took what little money I had so she could get cigarettes, so I can't do what I was hoping to and get some french fries to tide me over. Oh well...

...yeah, looks like a Big Bang Theory marathon is in order. :D

Courtesy of Professor Sanzotta, who actually told us all to take these so we could talk about them in class Tuesday:

I'm a O84-C3-E15-A63-N90 Big Five!!



http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes3.asp
Your Type is
INFP
Introverted Intuitive Feeling Perceiving
Strength of the preferences %
89 38 88 22

Yeah, I always get INFP. I don't think I did the Big Five assays before, but I've done a hundred different Myers-Briggs-based tests. xD

Okay, now I'm having the problem with asking someone to hang out with me in generic terms (and, more broadly, the problem I have with making new friends at all): what the hell do I actually do with him? I don't know anything about him except his name, that he's in theater, and I think he's cute despite his facial hair. We could have nothing in common at all!

What do I do if we do have nothing in common?! I don't even have a quick getaway, I'd have to call for a ride home! (and no, I can't walk, partly because it's a long way and partly because, dead honest, I don't think I could find my way home on first try.)

Oh god oh god oh god, social interaction, how do people even do this? It's a damn good thing that people aren't like me because the entire species would die off from sheer awkwardness.

And to top that off, people think I'm standoffish and probably a bitch. I don't think I'm better than everyone else, I think I have nothing interesting to talk about, that's all. If it wasn't for fandom, I would be so abjectly alone.

Woo, okay, backing away from the depressing thoughts now. Happy thoughts. Fringe was awesomely creepy tonight, I love Walter more every episode, and all I could think at the end was "the Dude abides in multiple universes, man." I'm downloading Cougar Town now so I can give that a try. And then more BBT because it's awesome and actually very effective in distracting me upward on the emotional scale. I need more icon space so I can have awesome icons of Leonard and Sheldon and at least one of Leslie. Mmhm.

Oh, here, have a picture of Butcher from back before he grew into his ears: