day 33| list three things you want out of life that you are currently working towards

1. A bachelor's degree in Psychology. So far, so good. I'm on track for graduation in May 2012, so that's a decent start.
2. A healthy relationship. Okay, I'm not actively cultivating any leads (may I refer you to having my hopes shot down on Saturday?), but I am making sure I am in a mentally balanced place from which I could hypothetically deal with a relationship if the chance for one was presented to me. And I'm making lots of friendships, so those are relationships... just not the kind I mean.
3. Those baked goods Philip promised me for going to the treasurer's roundtable meeting.... no, surely I jest. (it's not something I can work towards, it's more something I have to wait for.) I don't know, general acclaim as a responsible and decent human being? I'd like for people on campus to know my face and associate me with positive adjectives. Or non-negative ones. I'd settle for neutral adjectives. "Oh hey, she doesn't suck" would be good enough, actually.


Today... felt a lot longer than it actually was, because I woke up 20 minutes before I had to be in class and that general feeling of "oh shit" hasn't really left me since then. I was barely conscious in my first class, actually made a valuable contribution in the second one, and then spent the great deal of the rest of my day hanging out with atomicfiction. I watched probably the weirdest movie I've seen.... this year, probably in a couple of years honestly. And did some Wii Fit. And I'm back up in the 160s, which is kind of unhappy-making, but it's pointless and self-defeating to worry about my weight, so I'm not going to indulge. I'm just going to stop eating ice cream and maybe cut back to two meals a day like I was doing when I lived at home (damn you, convenient and plentiful dining hall food! daaaamn youuuuu) and, I don't know, walk more instead of sitting around on my ass all the time. There's a fitness center, I have access to it, I should do something about that. At the very least I should hit up one open swim session a week.

But anyway, SAGA was good, Sex Collective was hilarious, Tuesday is the most entertaining night of my week. Tomorrow I have three classes and I have to do homework for two of them (a summary for EdPsych and revision for French). Thursday I have my media classes (three chapters for Mass Media, and I need to get started on my Ground Zero mosque paper for Media and Power) and then I have an appointment with Dr Giaccio, a drop-in to get my hair cut, and then Julia and Felix and I are going to Syracuse. Friday I have a test in French, a test in Logic, probably homework for EdPsych, and I have to get SAGA's community service project approved by the college chaplain before 5:30 pm. Saturday is Disco Dodge, the first themed dance, and I plan on being at least drunk enough to dance (because my sober dancing is pitiful and I just don't give a fuck when I'm tipsy) and hey, I get to wear my bellbottoms, if they won't fall off my ass.

So it's a busy week.

Yeah, I need to go finish my homework... or at least finish the reading, I can write the summary tomorrow after French, because I also need to take a shower and THERE'S NOT ENOUGH TIME IN THE DAY.

Oh yeah, I also submitted my playlist to the dining hall! I will upload it... tomorrow, if I have time and remember to take it to the computer lab, because it takes fucking forever to upload anything on the wifi here. It's a pretty good mix, I think. At least, I hope people in the dining hall will enjoy it. (and if they don't, fuck 'em, they gotta listen to it anyways!)

Last thing, since I told Felix I would ask you all: HAS ANYONE ON MY FLIST SEEN VIDEODROME? If yes, is it the weirdest thing you've ever seen? Because I can't think of anything weirder off the top of my head.