*hugs* Do you want to talk about it, bb?

I hope it's ok for me to butt in here, but I hate seeing you so unsettled. I know I don't know you super, super well, but from everything I've seen, you aren't a bad person. You're a person, true, but not a bad one. It's human to have moments when you feel like you *should* feel something, but you don't, or when you shouldn't but you do. They are hard and not fun and make you doubt yourself. The thing to remember, though, is that you DO care, even if it isn't the way you think you should. Everyone reacts, does things, thinks, and feels in very individual, different ways and there is no one true right way. Now, if you had actively been wishing your grandmother dead, or are now planning on pushing your girlfriend under a moving train, then you have something to worry about. The fact that you are not and not having what you thought was the right reaction? That just proves how not a bad person you are.

Feel better, dear. Things will look up.

I'll be here all day, as well as on Skype if you need to talk, my dear.