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You want me to kill myself? Nah, I don't believe you.
...oh, wait, I can't have my medication? Even after there's been some big bullshit drama over my pills I thought I already fixed?
What's this you say? I apparently have some other prescription coverage? Well, then, why couldn't I get that Lunesta I was prescribed? But now I can't get my actual needed pills because of this imaginary coverage I have?
oh my god, okay, fine, universe, I get the picture. i'm going to go find a knife now, are you happy?
The best part about this is that I couldn't even afford a couple of maintenance tabs, I could barely afford the loaf of bread I got.
FUCK. Just, everything. Today, the past week, 2008 so far, my entire fucking existence. I give up, okay? You win, I lose. I get it.
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exanimate
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But just wait until tomorrow, and then it'll probably be easily fixed with a call and a "WTF" at them. They can't do that to you. I'd also call the manager at Kinney's and file a complaint, because they're full of so much bullshit it's unreal. Was it the same woman as before?
Just hold on until tomorrow and everything will be okay. <3 We'll find a ride to the pharmacy and if not, then I'll walk down if you feel too bad to.
I don't know if it was the same woman. I only talked to her on the phone the first time.
I JUST talked to my caseworker and she said everything was fine. And I've been getting these same freaking pills at the same freaking place this whole time. If I was going to have some insurance conflict issue, that should have happened in September when I got the (not as good for psych pills) SA plan, not in January when I'm NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO HAVE IT ANY MORE.
kjhkjafdlkfj I am so fucking agitated I don't know why the hell this is happening. ARGH. And this is supposed to be the week I had a rescheduled interview with MVT, so I probably shouldn't have left my phone off all day, and I bet I'm fucked with that now too.
seriously, can't I please just do something rash? If I jump in front of the train, you won't have to clean anything up.
It might be a good idea, just saying, to empty your voicemail mailbox. I tried to leave you a message earlier and it's full. You could always call them tomorrow and be like "reschedule me kthx"
Nope. Not allowed, sry 2 say. Depressed off-meds or not, you're still my beffie and therefore not allowed to.
-hugs-
And yeah, January is a depressing month anyhow so that's why 2008 is kinda sucky so far.
But don't worry 'cos it will get better.
Hope you get your meds and I hope you cheer up soon.
*Huggles*