What's that, universe?

You want me to kill myself? Nah, I don't believe you.

...oh, wait, I can't have my medication? Even after there's been some big bullshit drama over my pills I thought I already fixed?

What's this you say? I apparently have some other prescription coverage? Well, then, why couldn't I get that Lunesta I was prescribed? But now I can't get my actual needed pills because of this imaginary coverage I have?


oh my god, okay, fine, universe, I get the picture. i'm going to go find a knife now, are you happy?


The best part about this is that I couldn't even afford a couple of maintenance tabs, I could barely afford the loaf of bread I got.

FUCK. Just, everything. Today, the past week, 2008 so far, my entire fucking existence. I give up, okay? You win, I lose. I get it.